“Help Me”

Unless my surrender is immediately followed by a willingness to seek and accept help (from God, from others), I have not yet let go of my way – the way that no longer works and causes so much pain.  Pain great enough to make me scream “uncle”, but muted by denial, pride, stubborness of self-sufficiency with an unwillingness to insist with equal ferocity, “help me”!

Please help me God.  
A great and powerful prayer.